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Monday, September 2nd, 2002
6:32 pm



Thank you.

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Saturday, March 16th, 2002
3:52 pm
Music

Isn't it ironic that the one person I owe my life to thus far is a short little man who doesn't believe in time, and is always backwards in his thinking?

I don't know what possessed me to write that. hum...
I'm gonna miss GOOSE! I'm glad we went to the park last night. hehe

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Thursday, March 14th, 2002
12:05 am
click to take it!


Hmm...

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12:00 am - I love Trading Spaces!



take the which one of the trading spaces cast are you? quiz!




Doesn't it just fit?? I wouldn't want to be anyone else.

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Tuesday, March 12th, 2002
9:45 pm - I hate being home!
I hate the people here. (with the exception of some)I hate one in particular, and I really don't want to run into him/her.

Why am I being so negative? I know, but you don't. I really don't like being this way, but it's the way I feel, and there's nothing wrong with that. I'm pissed, and I hate him/her.

If you only knew me now...How things change. How I've changed. I love being me, but I'm only me in Brevard. I want to be there. Hell, I make up excuses so I can come home later than I should or could. I just can't be me here. I'm trapped and I hate it. I hate...I hate....I hate....

I don't hate. I've never hated. I'm the one people come to. I'm the one to help, not be helped. Things change huh?

These are the ramblings deep inside me. I don't know how much more I'll change. I don't even know if I like this NEW me....but why can't I just enjoy me? Why can't others enjoy me for me; not who I was/am/or will be, but now?

I'm sure you all found this SO interesting...get over it.

(Wow! I really am in a bad mood. Please don't take this personally)

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Tuesday, March 5th, 2002
1:37 pm - Lies
You tell me one thing,
Pack me full of lies...
Then expect me to feed
your hungry eyes.

Why can't you just say
the thoughts in your mind?
I won't care, but have respect
for you, and your thoughtful sighs.

It hurts when you tell me one thing
Pack me full of lies...
Then expect me to feed your hungry eyes!

current mood: pissed off

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Monday, March 4th, 2002
2:43 pm - "Another day older and deeper in dept..."
Happy Birthday Mark...Hope your day is wonderful in many ways.

Have what we, and some ancient dwarf colonies in inner Outer Mongolia and the outer banks of the western Keys, call a good day.

Alive and well. Almost break time. I'm all about it!

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Thursday, February 28th, 2002
1:29 pm - I'm all about it!
Can't wait till tomorrow night! Rendevousing with Jeramy...This is going to be fun...among other things.

Just when you think the world is going to fall to your ankles something unexpected happens and it's back to your ears where it should be. My life recently has been crashing, but it's back now. Isn't it great how just a few kind words and looks from someone can cheer you up? I'm all about it!

current mood: anxious

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Saturday, February 23rd, 2002
3:49 pm

What Pattern Are You?



Who'da thought????

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Saturday, February 16th, 2002
5:17 pm - "Fuse"
Tonight is it Ladies and Gents. This is the last performance of "Fuse." Let's hope it goes much better than last night. I feel a party coming on tonight! WOOHOO!!!

Isn't it mandatory that the cast and pit get smashed after the last show???



Hey, guess what. I had to buy a new battery for my car today. It died right in the middle of Main Street last night. A cop and some people I didn't know (thank you whoever you are) helped me get it off the road and they gave me a ride to Josh's. Josh and I went and bought the battery and installed it ourselves. MY CAR RUNS!!!

I'm not having too much luck with this car thus far.

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Wednesday, February 13th, 2002
10:46 pm
www.brevard.edu The scrolling marquee on the right. "Fuse the Musical" You'll find me there. Second row on the left. Check it out.

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Tuesday, February 5th, 2002
11:36 pm
The Grammar Test
Your Score: 85%


I am a grammar expert! My skills are certainly being wasted here on the internet. Perhaps I should become a teacher.
Test yourself at geekykid.net



Who'da thunk, I'd be a grammar people:

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Monday, February 4th, 2002
10:22 am
I am 26% evil.




I try to stay away from evil deeds but succumb to temptation every once in a while. I'm not quite on my way to hell but I certainly have some explaining to do.



Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com



Alison, I'm not as evil as you!! lol

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Sunday, February 3rd, 2002
12:46 am - drinking
Starting to get drunk! Woooo hooooo. Not quite there yet. Maybe by the time I'm done with this one. We'll see.

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Friday, February 1st, 2002
11:12 am
Sometimes I feel that the people you know, you never really know. How redundant but true is that statement? People you've known for years quit talking to you, and leave you out in the open searching for answers. "Why" you ask yourself. "Did I do something?" When reality hits you. "It's not me that's being an ass, it's them. I am an awesome person, and if they don't like me, that's their problem." Then you feel relieved because many people are inspired by your insightfulness and nonjudgmental attitude, and if those certain "people" don't want anything to do with you, so be it. The genre that people never change is so outdated. I know people change, but couldn't they give you some reason as to why they won't speak to you anymore, or even just a word?

Many of you know me as a wise ass, and yes that's true. Being here away from everyone I've realized, I'm sorry, but that I used to care about the people I left I behind, but now I see that I never had friends to begin with, so I care no longer. I had acquaintances. How said is that? I swear, I've only ever had a very few "TRUE" friends. So, yes I'm a bitch, and yes I hate everybody (almost), but shouldn't I have someone to be able to latch too? I guess not. Depressing how much things change. Not that I'm complaining. I love it here, but what's depressing is the knowledge of what you used to think you had being gone, but realizing that you never had it anyway.

My whole life has been an ongoing saga of what could possibly turn into an award winning movie, but...Hey! I'm one of the happiest people I know. Well not anymore. I'm tired of everybody's shit, and them taking it out of me, or putting me in the middle. I've only been hurt by everyone I know because I am too damn nice, and that's not right. Shouldn't something good happen to me for once? I seem to have a knack for evading good fortune, and I'm fed up with it! This fucked world is really starting to get to me. I shouldn't be having a mid-life crisis at the age of 18, but hell!-why not? Obviously, I'm not going to be getting anything else out of it. I'm tired of being lonely, and I tired of "people" evading me because they "like" me, but they have better people to be with. All I can say is thank God for Gary. Without him here, I'd disappear. Literally.

I will say that this journal entry is aimed mostly at one person, and one person alone. Please don't take offense to this, as I don't vent much. I just pisses me off that other people undermine and present a front for everyone to see, then unveil it later just to show, or prove, I might say, the devil underneath, though they believe themselves highly incarnated.

I guess we'll see ya later.

current mood: bitchy

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Thursday, January 31st, 2002
1:42 pm
Put this on your livejournal or blog! Just highlight, copy, and paste.


I'm Angel Face!



What FIGHT CLUB character are you?

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Sunday, January 20th, 2002
8:14 pm
Hey, I'm here long enough to leave again. I probably won't update now for another month or so. Be good guys.

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Monday, December 10th, 2001
7:53 pm
I'm home for the holidays! neener neener neener

I have a month off!

How is everyone?

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Wednesday, November 21st, 2001
4:35 pm
I'm confused...??

Oh well, what else is new?

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Thursday, November 15th, 2001
1:16 pm
Gone again.

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